She Didn't Want To Visit Her Mother, Until She Received A Phone Call That Changed Her Life Forever

" Since her passing, I joined a church. I share weekly meals with my nana. I planned my youngest sister's graduation party and held a baby shower for my oldest sister. I spoke at my grandfather's funeral, at the same place, nearly a year to the day after my mom's, his daughter's, funeral. I still baby my brother and he still rolls his eyes at me with a 'Whaaat,' since I'm probably asking for something. I call my dad at noon and 4 pm, my mom's old lunch break and the time she left work.

It has been the longest 1.5 years of my life. I have had one dream about her. In that dream, she hugged me, and I could smell her lotion. This was about a year ago. In the dream, I finally had the chance to tell her, 'I loved hanging out with you. I love you.'.

It doesn't matter what age you are when a parent passes. It could be a peaceful passing or something incredibly shocking. When it does happen, no matter what, you will randomly stop and think, 'I can't believe this happened to us.' It sucks. It's devastating.